So 25 is really the age to get married XD
Can't believe that two of my friends are getting married this year (or next, anyway soon enough before the World's End), and the good thing is I am quite confident that both the husbands are the one respectively for my friends! That's so nice.
Friday, February 11, 2011
Friday, February 4, 2011
For God's sake!
Ok, here is the story, a friend of mine who I think has never grown up from her teenage self is trying her best to annoy people around her, who, in this case, is me, again...dugh...
What the heck, this is one of the most annoying things she has ever done. The story is like this: she has this male friend and they are very close with each other - so close that they can discuss, not do, sexual things very easily (tho I have heard of this guy for loads of times, I have never come to know him personally...wait, does he know about me? I bet she would talk lots about me...GOSH! THIS IS NO GOOD!!!) and they treat each other so well that everyone will take them as a couple in relationship, just by description. I have not heard from them for quite a long time which things are fine for me and based on what I know, I think the guy has feeling for my friend!! Considering my case that ends up to be endless struggling, I think she should make a confess to him skillfully, in order to protect their friendship.
What the heck, this is one of the most annoying things she has ever done. The story is like this: she has this male friend and they are very close with each other - so close that they can discuss, not do, sexual things very easily (tho I have heard of this guy for loads of times, I have never come to know him personally...wait, does he know about me? I bet she would talk lots about me...GOSH! THIS IS NO GOOD!!!) and they treat each other so well that everyone will take them as a couple in relationship, just by description. I have not heard from them for quite a long time which things are fine for me and based on what I know, I think the guy has feeling for my friend!! Considering my case that ends up to be endless struggling, I think she should make a confess to him skillfully, in order to protect their friendship.
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Counting My Days - Day 3
Tiring day.
The longer you stay in one place, the lamer this place become. It's true. It's frigging exciting that you couldn't know the venue of a class till the last minute. Anyway, Critiques of Modernity is another thought-demanding course...workload is not heavy, but very demanding. Just like the Film Translation last year.
It's good to see Alan my dear instructor again. And I can't believe that he still remember my name! Both English and Chinese!! Maybe my name is too easily to be remembered? I dunno, but it's happy to attend his lectures again. Why can every lecturers and professors are like him? Or Dr. Ng? Side track, according to my general observation, it seems that in university, males are better than females in terms of teaching, mostly.
And that trouble is still troubling me. Jesus Christ! How come letting go of feelings is such a hard things to do?!
The longer you stay in one place, the lamer this place become. It's true. It's frigging exciting that you couldn't know the venue of a class till the last minute. Anyway, Critiques of Modernity is another thought-demanding course...workload is not heavy, but very demanding. Just like the Film Translation last year.
It's good to see Alan my dear instructor again. And I can't believe that he still remember my name! Both English and Chinese!! Maybe my name is too easily to be remembered? I dunno, but it's happy to attend his lectures again. Why can every lecturers and professors are like him? Or Dr. Ng? Side track, according to my general observation, it seems that in university, males are better than females in terms of teaching, mostly.
And that trouble is still troubling me. Jesus Christ! How come letting go of feelings is such a hard things to do?!
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Counting My Days - Day 2
It's a day of frustration, honestly.
Not only my good breakfast was ruined because a stupid washing machine went malfunction, the morning class was no surprise. The point is, I fall into serious dilemma AGAIN. Damn.
On one hand it's Urban Studies, something I've been waiting for after "City as Cultural Text". Yes, it's interesting however heavy workload. On the other I have Gender and Society, which is easy and workload is relatively lighter than the former. HOWEVER, the teaching style and the content are frigging boring, so boring that you will wanna skip...well, as a senior student, is it the kind of course that I need, which you can still survive with high skipping frequency LOL
Anyway, thanks Carrie for supporting my solution of this dilemma: take A, sit B.
Well, still 3 days of shopping to go.
And...tho my sense is telling me to let HIM go because anyway he doesn't know a thing about my feelings so why bother to bother myself on this? However I have been hoping to bump into him around the campus in ANY MINUTE...gosh, is it so hard to wash a feeling away? Shit, I wasted some hours after school for this and it was damn tiring. I kinda hate myself for having this thought still. It's very much unlike the situation when I was expecting to see the gorgeous Mr. Webb around the campus because it was pure admire. And that's it, nothing more. But now in addition of expecting to see him physically, I am expecting something more...keep yourself together, CK! It's the last semester and every step has to be taken carefully because any tiny mistake can be fatal.
Ok, I'm good, keep me busy, keep me occupied, I need to kick him out.
Not only my good breakfast was ruined because a stupid washing machine went malfunction, the morning class was no surprise. The point is, I fall into serious dilemma AGAIN. Damn.
On one hand it's Urban Studies, something I've been waiting for after "City as Cultural Text". Yes, it's interesting however heavy workload. On the other I have Gender and Society, which is easy and workload is relatively lighter than the former. HOWEVER, the teaching style and the content are frigging boring, so boring that you will wanna skip...well, as a senior student, is it the kind of course that I need, which you can still survive with high skipping frequency LOL
Anyway, thanks Carrie for supporting my solution of this dilemma: take A, sit B.
Well, still 3 days of shopping to go.
And...tho my sense is telling me to let HIM go because anyway he doesn't know a thing about my feelings so why bother to bother myself on this? However I have been hoping to bump into him around the campus in ANY MINUTE...gosh, is it so hard to wash a feeling away? Shit, I wasted some hours after school for this and it was damn tiring. I kinda hate myself for having this thought still. It's very much unlike the situation when I was expecting to see the gorgeous Mr. Webb around the campus because it was pure admire. And that's it, nothing more. But now in addition of expecting to see him physically, I am expecting something more...keep yourself together, CK! It's the last semester and every step has to be taken carefully because any tiny mistake can be fatal.
Ok, I'm good, keep me busy, keep me occupied, I need to kick him out.
Monday, January 10, 2011
Counting My Days - Day 1
Considering this is gonna be my last semester in university as an undergraduate - no matter if I can continue my studies in the near future, I think it will be nice for me to keep a detailed journal about it. It's the mark of the end of my life as a student anyway.
So today's the first school day of my third year of studies, second semester. And it was kinda a not-so-good start for me to miss the breakfast...ah, have to make it tmr! A good breakfast is EVERYTHING.
Just some clicks and I have officially said good bye to French at school...how come things can come and go so easily? It's just one click away and it is done, is it too easy? However it was one of the most uneasy course I have gone thru, honestly. It drove me crazy and it made my lost my passion in this language...is it because I don't have a good sense in European language or is it the limit of my ability? I don't know, I just know that the teachers are problematic, some of the students are problematic, and the whole thing is problematic that I should have said good bye to it one semester early! Well, I think I can at least save a bit of my GPA of this very last semester...
So today's the first school day of my third year of studies, second semester. And it was kinda a not-so-good start for me to miss the breakfast...ah, have to make it tmr! A good breakfast is EVERYTHING.
Just some clicks and I have officially said good bye to French at school...how come things can come and go so easily? It's just one click away and it is done, is it too easy? However it was one of the most uneasy course I have gone thru, honestly. It drove me crazy and it made my lost my passion in this language...is it because I don't have a good sense in European language or is it the limit of my ability? I don't know, I just know that the teachers are problematic, some of the students are problematic, and the whole thing is problematic that I should have said good bye to it one semester early! Well, I think I can at least save a bit of my GPA of this very last semester...
Sunday, December 12, 2010
2-month Long
Just a little mark, coz I need it.
So, my first feeling for some only last for 2 months. And I shall seriously let go of my feeling slowly. Well, I'm still glad that I've a FRIEND like him, but never a lover? Maybe we'll better as friends? I dunno, coz I can never know how he exactly THINKS, so many suspicious actions!
Anyway, tho there is still uncertainty left, career comes first.
Rock on, CK.
So, my first feeling for some only last for 2 months. And I shall seriously let go of my feeling slowly. Well, I'm still glad that I've a FRIEND like him, but never a lover? Maybe we'll better as friends? I dunno, coz I can never know how he exactly THINKS, so many suspicious actions!
Anyway, tho there is still uncertainty left, career comes first.
Rock on, CK.
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Guilty Pleasure
I guess it's true, I have feelings for him.
How could I stand my friend up then lied to her that I was having a meeting with workmates but in fact I was having lunch with him, whining about our frustrations?! Tho I know we share the same kind of mindset over many things, and I am glad he still remembers I am doing the MPhil things,I feel happy about this. And totally was happy when he said "I understood! I know how it's felt like, it's troubling"...but then? I did not hesitate about lying to my friend to cover this fake dating. And I certainly feel guilty about it. Guilty pleasure, huh?
But obviously I think he just treats me like a little sister. Brother, huh? Finally I have one, but this one, I think I certainly dun want to be friends only.
Gosh, I dun want to be disturbed anymore! Make it fast, if there's something between us, I hope he can notice and come to me and things shall be done!! What the heck, why would I becoming like this?
I hate all kinds of uncertainty!!!!!!!!!
Plus, am I changed?
How could I stand my friend up then lied to her that I was having a meeting with workmates but in fact I was having lunch with him, whining about our frustrations?! Tho I know we share the same kind of mindset over many things, and I am glad he still remembers I am doing the MPhil things,I feel happy about this. And totally was happy when he said "I understood! I know how it's felt like, it's troubling"...but then? I did not hesitate about lying to my friend to cover this fake dating. And I certainly feel guilty about it. Guilty pleasure, huh?
But obviously I think he just treats me like a little sister. Brother, huh? Finally I have one, but this one, I think I certainly dun want to be friends only.
Gosh, I dun want to be disturbed anymore! Make it fast, if there's something between us, I hope he can notice and come to me and things shall be done!! What the heck, why would I becoming like this?
I hate all kinds of uncertainty!!!!!!!!!
Plus, am I changed?
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